Baba I miss you.. .
BAABAAAA . . . Such a small and cuddly human, yet so strong! Baba, you were so tender and so, so soothing. I miss you terribly. Wherever you are. You were there when we needed. You just gave and asked for nothing. Now you are gone, I feel a part of me has gone too. In my youth I was horrible, yet you accepted me, when others were critical, You gave me hope! What have I given you? Nothing! I couldn't even come to your death bed and cremation. How I try to solace myself, saying you are so understanding; and will not hold grudge. But I feel guilty and helpless and angry at myself, for losing such a precious person from my life . . . forever . . . Wound may heal, memories may fade, I don't know. But the world without you will be So much morbid and loveless. That I know.