Such a small and cuddly, yet so strong! Baba, you were so tender and so, so soothing. I miss you terribly. Wherever you are.
You were there when we needed. You just gave and asked for nothing. Now you are gone, I feel a part of me has gone too.
In my youth I was horrible, yet you accepted me, when others were critical.
What have I given you? Nothing! I couldn't even come to your death bed and cremation.
How I try to solace myself saying you are so understanding and will not hold grudge.
But I feel guilty and helpless and angry at myself for losing such a precious person from my life forever.
Wound will heal, memories will fade, but world without you will be so much morbid and tiresome.